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Posted by: ConquerorPlus May 20 2015, 12:52 PM

Praise God,atlast I found a place to post my problems & seek help.As I type here I type a copy to Jesus !
This is a growing addiction in me that needs to stop high time.I'm a born again christian man & also serving the Lord.I grew up with a lot of inferiority & physical weakness.Right from my 4th grade I craved for attention from girls ( a little more than my peers).I began masturbating quite early in life & was addicted to it a lot.Being a shy & quiet time,it was my biggest pleasure & was into big time fantasy.For the past 12 years or more after marriage I found great excitement in chat rooms.At first it was just a lil chat with the opposite sex & then it went into sex topics.Over the years this has grown a lot & I now find myself falling into this sin at least once a week.I think so strongly that I will never fall again but somehow I get drawn into it.It starts with FB chats,christian chat & then in the early morning hours it ends with sex chat sites or porn.Once I mast I begin to regret & repent of it with tears.I hate these pitfalls & wan't to be free of it.I find there are 2 things I need to do.# 1 I need to love the Lord so much that my love for these sins will leave.#2 I need to develop a hatred towards this sin & to realize how vulnerable & easy I am to fall into these sins.Talking to my wife about this is totally out of question so please don't suggest it.
What I need is male accountability partners who have been through this struggle & have come out of this to guide me each day.
Can someone help?

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