I need help!! I have been marred to an alcoholic for 13 years and I can go on anymore. He is destroying me. I use to like myself but not I feel like a worthless human being. The abuse is unbearable, I feel like a week pathetic person because I continue to believe him when he says he will stop, but he never does. He has destroyed everything about me, spiritually, mentally, physical, emotionally, It will start in the morning the constant humiliation and it doesn’t stop until he decides to pass out. Maybe one day out of the week he will go with out cutting me down but that because he is so sick from the alcohol and pills that he sleeps all day. I need God’s help to make me strong and just leave and realize that he will not change and I have to save myself. I am not an ignorant person, I have a good job, and I work hard, why I can’t leave. He doesn’t love me, he love the drugs and alcohol. HELP ME, PRAY FOR ME!!!
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