This is written with hope that God will lead someone to help guide me. I am a single mother with a 10yo son; we live in my trailer with my boyfriend and his 14yo daughter. We have been together for 1 year now, but I have known him for 3 years. When we met again last year, both of his daughters were living at home with him. But due to their rebellious behavior, he called DHR, and had them get involved. I chose to stay through this process to show my support and my desire for us to make a working family. The girls took turns, it seemed, on who was going to be difficult each day or week. But the oldest (age 16 then) was making it clearer with everyday that she no longer wanted me around or with her Dad. In late October, she went to Juvenile for 3 days due to a verbal argument between she and I that she made physical. DHR was informed, and immediately removed both girls from the home. I have not been allowed any contact with either child. Since November, their Dad has been living with me in my trailer. I would have to leave if they wanted to come see him due to the ”no contact rule” . Recently in February of this year, his youngest daughter was allowed to come home, the oldest chose not to due to my presence. This is all background information, the reason for my post is this: The devil is at WAR with me.
1. DHR invades my life
2. His oldest decides to hate me
3. He loses his job – still not working
4. He loses his house
5. Kids get took away
6. My finances fail
7. I miscarried our baby
8. I drink holy miracle water – makes the enemy mad
9. Now we are arguing to the point of fighting almost 2-3 times a week
I am so depressed, I feel like I am under attack, every area of my life is being attacked. It has to be the devil. How do I fight him? I want to keep this family together and bring God’s love into it, how? I am the only one working, and it is definitely not enough to pay the bills, I also have 2 other side jobs. I want to be happy and not so stressed. I want my boyfriend and I to stop fighting. And I want us all to find some happiness and peace, with each other and in ourselves.