Dear Rigor,
This is basically the same thing as others have written, but I want to share with you that, a few months ago during prayer time, Jesus directed me to John 13:1 where 8 words stood out: "...leave this world and go to the Father." Although it has a different meaning in context, I definitely got the message that it's time to leave the messages of the world behind and go seek out my Heavenly Father and His love and direction for my life. This was very helpful several days later, when I went to the Father after having made several serious mistakes that day. I simply said, "Dear Father", something I hadn't really done in 35 years of being a Christian.
So, I encourage you to seek our Father's face if you really want a father in your life. Someone in our church recently gave a prophetic word from the Lord, "Is My grace not greater than your sin?" and "I have you in the palm of My hand."
May God bless you as you discover what an incredibly wonderful Heavenly Father we really have.
Loving Him,
><Linda>