I've lost hope that anything will get better, I just don't know how to hope anymore, I've been beaten down over the last two years time and time again...Please pray that God will open a door for me to go back to work full time that I might support my family, I have one possibility, it doesn't really exist now but could with God's intervention, please pray, I will be very thankful if you will pray with me and agree before the Lord for Him to intervene and show me direction.