Hello all. I know it may seem a bit corny as most addicts who initially join a circle usually start off this way, but here it goes:

My name is Mike and I'm addicted to pornography.

In fact, I just had another relapse earlier today. This addiction has been driving me crazy for the past 10+ years of my life and I'm just ready for it to go away. I find it so hard though to keep my mind off of sexual desires. What's more shameful is that my addiction isn't an ordinary one. When I was younger, I was introduced to transexual pornography and I've been hooked ever since. I guess no porn is good porn, but I just feel even more shameful with that hovering over my head. By no means am I homosexual, but it's just something about it that triggers these evil desires in me. This has spilled over into my personal life and I've really just reached the breaking point. I've rededicated my life to Christ and am ready to fight satan and his manipulation full on, but I just need someone to pray for me not to relapse and give in to this sexual desire anymore. Thank you all for reading and your prayers. God Bless!