Please pray that I allow God to help me with this problem - it's real bad

We'll be praying for you. If you feel this is an addiction, you could close your paypal account, close the applicable credit card, block the ebay domain on your home computers and find a 12-step group for spending addiction or internet addiction. Just some steps to take while we're praying for God to help you quit.

Ask yourself if this behavior is hurting you. The answer appears to be "yes" so just admit it, close your account, and forget about it. Door closed, chapter end. Pray that God reinforce your will power and don't be afraid to talk to people about it or find a new hobby that might replace this destructive one. God bless.

- Michi