Sex/porn Addiction, Sexual Problems Options

[Paul951]

I have been a so called Christian for 18 years, I have been strugling with pornography all my adult and teen life, I have had enough of it, but cannot seem to get of the "wagon" so to speak. After reading some of the things on this I, it only confirms my fears that it may destroy my family and my business and therefore my income!
I have a very strong Christain wife who is very revered in our Church, I get along when I can, I feel like a second class citizen compared with her walk though, I know I shouldn't but it is very hard when she is so prominent in our Church.

I need help, practical advice and prayer to get me through this (and someone I can answer to when things go wrong - accountability)

Please help me