Hello There,
My husband is divorcing me and I don't want the divorce. I left last Saturday and moved from Shawnee Kansas to Connecticut to be near family. I have to find a job, a church and a support system. All my christian friends are in Kansas.
I still love my husband Jeff, but he won't even return my cell phone calls or answer my calls. He wants to divorce me and he is serving me papers. I feel like he used me, cause we had sex before I moved out. My heart is broken. I have been used and disposed of.
My life is a mess and I am having a hard time. I need God in my life. Pray that I find a church family, a job and a support system. I need to find divorce care. I feel so rejected. I know God will never reject or forsake me, but my husband has.
I just want the pain to stop. I just want to stop feeling this pain. I want to take the pain to God and have Him exchange it for his Grace. I gave my heart of 6 years to my husband and all he did was take from me, and now he is seeking other women.
I need help, please pray for me. Maybe I was wrong in the marriage, maybe the divorce is my fault, I could have been a better wife, but he was never a Christian husband, I am not sure what he is. I became a born-again Christian in the marriage cause the marriage was so painful, I didn't want to live.
So now I have God and Jesus in my life, but I am still hurting. I need friends, please who care about me in my life. I am pouring my soul on this electronic pray list, hoping that someone will help me with encouragement.
I need to know that Life will get better. Please pray for protection and guidance for me. My soul bleeds. Laura
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