I have never requested a prayer before. So this seems to me at once difficult (desperate?), and at the other...simple (will I be heard?) I am quietly desperate for the strength to get through what feels like an overwhelming and difficult time. I ask that you pray for me to be strong enough to be a good mommy to my 1 1/2 year-old-baby girl. Due to my baby girl's fathers' addiction that was getting more out of control and his emotional mistreatment of me...I made the decision to part ways. I ask that you pray for me to be strong so that I can be a good mommy (not a crying, depressed, anxious one who is finding it difficult to work and think clearly) to my little girl. I ask that you pray that my little girl feel loved by both her mommy and daddy....that she feel secure. I ask that you pray for her daddy to get the help he needs, and that he realize that no matter what he is truly loved. I am praying that I get a 'sign' from somewhere....that I am being heard....and that He will help me come through this awful, lonely and bewildering time.
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