I know what you feel, i am actually very familiar with the feeling....., been there... maybe if i tell you why i flet that way it might help. My selfesteem was very low although i never showed this i felt that someone finally loved me and it was very scary that he could love someone else, I wanted to be the only one he loved i wanted all the attention all the love and i was unwilling to share this, as if Family or friends were mistresses!!! It took a while but i worked on myself .. not on him.. I learned to love myself enough to know that i was worthy of being loved and that his love for me was quite different than the love he had for his family members or friends.... I prayed alot and asked God to teach me how to love myself and i somehow started it to and the insecuritites slowly disappeared..... Start looking inside yourself and loving yourself first , slowly everything will seem different to you..... Love has no Fear, and Fear sees no love....... I will pray for you.... I hope i helped.
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Connie
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