Hi Fortune! I won't claim to understand your whole post, but I'll answer what I understand. As far as study and school, the best you can do is the best you can do. If you study and do your best, things will always work out. If you don't study, things will still work out, just not as well. If you were a good student, you probably still are. When you say, "from Bulgaria," do you mean you live in an English-speaking country now? It could be the language that's making it more difficult.
Whatever it is, work as hard as you can and have faith in God to do the rest. He is faithful! No suicide...OK? No matter how bad things look, killing yourself is not the answer. That would hurt your girlfriend, your family, us, and maybe even your friend, the computer. I don't expect to be hearing from you because for the next week you'll be too busy studying. After the test, let us know how it went. We'll be praying for you.
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Love & Hugs, Glen
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