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[DestinylovesJesu...]

Hello everyone,
I would greatly appreciate your prayers, and if anyone has advice regarding my situation that would be great, too. Two months ago, my fiance admitted he had a sexual addiction which was a big step for him. Until recently he said his viewing pornography was "no big deal", and that "all guys do it" and etc. I was at the point where I was going to take my 11 month old and 2 yr. old and leave him after finding out he was going to adult bookstores and frequenting all nude strip bars with his 20 yr. old cousin. The reality of me leaving him is what helped him realize he had a problem. I was so deeply hurt but I forgave him and I agreed to stay if he got help for his addiction. The first week he took some positive steps and we saw a counselor together for the first visit and then he went once by himself. After a couple weeks he stopped reading the book we bought about sex addiction, and he said we could not afford counseling. (It was 70$ an hour which is more than we can afford right now and there aren't any counselors in our area that are any cheaper.) I had a gut feeling about a month ago that he was back to watching porn. His whole attitude changes and he starts acting very moody. I can feel the spiritual darkness in our home as a result of his choices. I asked him if he was back to watching porn again and of course he adamantly denied it . Today I found new porn he had hidden which proves my feelings were right on. I am so hurt and confused. Should I confront him? Should I make plans to leave? The welfare of my children is my main concern. I grew up in a broken home and had a terrible childhood and I don't want my babies to have to go through that. Do I just put up with it and pray things will change eventually? Please pray for me- and any advice would be helpful as well.