No one can tell you how to rule your own house. The responsibility is heavy but it is all yours. The good news is that the burden becomes light when you are in harmony with Jesus' teachings. You address Acts and 1 Timothy's exhortations for elders and bishops, etc. Try to drop the language of "churchianity and just examine words like "elder" and "rules over" in your concordance. Don't even think in terms of corporatism. Is your home a corporation? No. You rule your house as a loving shepherd. You preside over your family with love. That is all that's meant when referring to ruling over a body of believers. You might also study the "error of the Nicolaitans." Jesus said he "hated" that doctrine. What was it? Use your concordance and break it down. It meant "to rule over the people." Church elders or bishops (used interchangeably) were NEVER meant to rule over the people. We are all equals in God's eyes. Of course, pastors will publicly say they agree with that but their actions, decisions, and mandates prove otherwise (most if not all). Stephen is the best example of an elder in the church. He worked tirelessly to serve the people he loved. Jesus stood up for him when his spirit departed for Heaven. In humble service to the Kingdom of Heaven, we may earn a crown or crowns (or not), but that is for Jesus to say at the Judgment. A small group of families can be a church. But, explain to your kids why you believe you need to make this change so they don't feel they are being punished. Encourage them to ask questions about Jesus and about your faith and doctrine. I had to make some drastic changes in some of the things I used to believe. God showed me that if there are real questions that I can't answer with my theology, then it is not his Word but, my theology that is in error. Some of those issues I once thought were vital to being a Christian but found out that was not so. We must choose between the teachings of Christ and those he appointed like Paul to tech us vs. the traditions men have handed down. So, I started over from the beginning. I have been so enthralled with the beginning that I have spent this entire year so far studying the first 6 chapters of Genesis. Of course, this study has carried me all over the bible in search of clarification. The tireless work of studying the scriptures and teaching are the primary vocations of an elder. May the Lord bless you and your family.
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CValentine
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