i am suicidal. i cant stand being away from my family and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight. i know they love me, but i cant go home. i love my wife and daughters. i hate the thought of hurting them even more than i already have. the only thing that keeps me alive is the hope that someday this will all be over. i just pray i can hang on until then. my health is failing and if i cant work, they cant eat. i only have 2 purposes on earth--my family and my work. if i lose either, there is no oreason to continue. help.
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